I'll need to let it vent right now...
Sorry me about touching this issue again...
Which kind of MONSTER
feels jealousy and not proud because one your favorite artists watches your best friend but don't watches yourself?
I'm feeling like a piece of crap now, exactly because of that
Mostly because of the jealousy, because I know I shouldn't feel like that, but I keeps bugging me on my head, making me feel even worse :/
That's explains one of my previous journals.
I'm very afraid of losing more of my friends because of their fames.
If a famous artist watches a people X rather than Y, obviously X is better than Y, right?
With the recognition of a famous artist, X will become more famous than Y, right?
Then he will leave his friends just to be around the other famous artists, supported the one started it, right?
I already lost some friends because of fame.
I'm very afraid that it happens again.
And specially with my best friend
I should leave FA and dA, just to these things don't happen to me anymore. Because It makes me feel like a piece of crap.